if i would have known then what i know now things would be different. i can't begin to say how many times i asked if there was anything wrong. if you would have just talked to me. you were angry and upset and im sorry that i didn't think of it as something huge. in my sad pathetic little mind i thought you'll get over it. my simple text read "everything will be okay." what kind of advice are you supposed to take out of those four little words. i suppose now i should try and take my own advice except now i know what a selfish jerk i am. im sorry are the last words that i have to say to anyone. in any context i am sorry that he is gone, that he drank too much, that i didn't tell him how much i missed him and loved him. all im left with is the everlasting question, WHY? because there are no what if's there's only emptiness.
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